I hope you understand how much I cared about you and how much you meant to me. I hope you remember all of our conversations and that night we stayed up together taking about everything that came to mind. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most. I hate how we’re no longer friends anymore and I don’t even know why. I hate how you stopped talking to me when all I wanted was to be close to you again. No one has impacted my life quite like you have. You made me laugh and smile. You listened and tried to help. Thank you. I loved how you never failed to tell me you loved me or missed me. How we could have a whole conversation about nothing. How you told me that you didn’t want to lose me. I miss the way you were so open to me about everything. How you never seemed to be hurt or upset even if you were quietly dying inside. I still remember the day it all changed. I remember how I cried for you. I remember wishing I could’ve said ! something to you to make you feel better. I’ll never forgive myself for that, even though you’re okay now. I wish we could talk again. I wish I could tell you how much my life has changed. I wish you could still be here for me like you said you would. I just wish we could be friends. I miss you so much. I love you. I hope you know that.
this made me cry. this is how I felt like 2 months ago.
Sorry I haven’t been posting much lately but I am without internet as virgin media are fuckers xD
But I am very glad you have chosen to follow me, I hope my blog will entertain you and make you happy for the most part :D